Thursday, May 14, 2015

Selfish/Impatient Moment

Note: I had a selfish, impatient and highly frustrated moment today. LoL.  So rather than not allow myself to admit it, I decided it might make for an amusing little chorus - somehow I saw it as one of those little songs they have incorporated into a show-tune on Broadway.  'Mama said there'd be days like this', 'I was made for more than this.'  :p  It's just to be silly.  I've been singing to myself all day here in the 'office', or at least when the rangers and hosts weren't stopping in.  When I was a kid, I had such grand dreams.  I thought I'd be on a stage somewhere singing or on a movie set, or a rich and well-respected author.  Haven't gotten there yet - maybe never will - but sometimes its frustrating to look at where I wanted to be back then and realize that I'm....here. :p Here where nothing important happens and where there is very little meaning to the every-day tasks that I do.  Briton is worth it though - HE is important.  So, I'll just have to stuff it as I always do and be content with where God has placed me.  He always has His reasons even if He rarely deigns to communicate to us what they are.
 
 
 
I was made for more than this
More than sitting in an office
I was made for more than this
 
More than selling things, content just to wish
And while dreaming is good
Its not as good as real, not as alive as me
 
I've been told to be content, to be patient and to wait
From the time I was small, till I knew I'd never be tall
To accept what was and give up on what could be
 
But I was made for more than this
More than this!
More than this!

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